Shades-XII

"Neither the bus floors could be dug , nor could I hide myself somewhere. The only thing that I could do was to wait for him to come closer and let the things flow at their own pace. Every single step he was taking was creating a bang in my heart.I had made him a part of my life, where I would just look at him and that would be more than enough for me. Today when he came closer to me in the bus, just froze all my blood in the body. I could remember every single step that he made towards me and how he just stood near to me, saying nothing at all. I could feel the breezes flowing all around me and the proximity of his nearness. I stood as still as ice and none of my sense could feel anything, except the presence of him very near to me. It was just for a couple of around 5-6 minutes and then he just walked away, as if nothing was done intentionally. I raised my eyelids and looked around, locating him. I turned my head all around but couldn’t locate him. Suddenly I saw a resembling figure standing down the bus and I leaned towards the window to reconfirm. The figure standing was staring back at me, but the very next moment left me astonished and I swear this was something I would have not even dreamt about. As I looked towards him, the sweet facial expressions made my heart pound even faster. He simply smiled and winked at me and I could do nothing, but left myself being swept away as the bus passed. There was no communication, no speech between us, but that very expression communicated a lot. I was out of my senses and had already started falling for him and now I was getting completely immersed into it. We went to the concert, but still I had left my hero behind and all my attention was still stuck with him. The concert was over-crowded and there were people all around, but nothing was able to distract my attention from the incidence, totally unexpected, but equally sweet and memorable. That night went sleepless, as I kept struggling between my sleep and the wink that he had made. His smile made a flash with every single drop of my eyelids. I could feel the loss of my mental peace and an overpowering thing that had somehow entered in my life. I had never been a person who would be overpowered , but this situation was making me feel helpless , but first time I was liking it. Things were changing and I was feeling the change within me especially. I knew that this had no results , so I had to find a way out for this. After a couple of thoughtful nights I decided to speak to the guy directly. I was doing all this for a person, whom I have just met and was not even knowing his name, so I decided that it was high time. I had been a situation handling person, a fighter not a compromising person, so I decided to face it once and for all.

No sleep at all, that night before the dome’s day was very difficult for me. I thought of more than a thousand ways to initiate the conversation, but still wasn’t sure which would be the best one. The morning came late that day as I was awake all night, and woke up earlier than sun, itself.