Can I bring it back??

Can I bring it back??

The miles of smiles , the days of laughter

Feelings were shared , understandings thenafter

Feel like speaking to you again

But, I am pretty sure there’s nothing to regain

Memories make me perturbed, but only one question keeps me awake

Can I bring it back , can I bring it back????

The small rides we shared

The silly sorrows I bear’d

Feel like getting back to your world

But, I ma pretty sure there’s nothing that would be ever earned

Moments keep up running at the same pace, but one question still keeps up in the race

Can I bring it back , can I bring it back????

World around seems to change

Life seems to be taking revenge

Happy moments are drifting away

Prevaling ones have nothing to think about

Feels like holding the ones that passed away

But, I am pretty sure there’s nothing to hold

Memories make me smile instantly, but only one question still needs a reply

Can I bring it back , can I bring it back????

The pampers and care you shared

The beautiful moments that time has blowed

Feels like once again becoming as the child you cared

But, time doesn’t seems in favour

I am pretty sure, nothing will return back ever

But, there’s only one thing that keeps in my endevour

Can I bring it back , can I bring it back????

Fir Ye Sb Hi Kynn Acha Lgta H!!!!

Waqt be waqt tera milna, kyn acha lgta h?
Ankhe band karu to tera chehra hi kyn acha lgta h?
Aaj ho na ho tu paas mere
Fir tere saath hone ka ehsaas hi kyn acha lgta h?

Suna tha pyar me badi bekarariyan hoti h
Neend nai aata aur chaino karar bhi khota h
Agar pyar me itti takleef hoti h
Fir ye bekarariyon ka sukun hi kyn acha lgta h?

Barso beet gaye is ehsaas ko paane me
Kabhi hum to kabhi waqt  nazre churata raha
Tera aana ek ehsaan tha mujhpr
Fir is ehsaan k tale dab jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Ghadi ki suiyo k sath teri baaton ka intezar
Phone ki ghanti na bajne par wo hona bekaraar
Pata h mujhe ab wo batein wapas nai aayengi
Fir aaj bhi wo tere intezar me jaagna hi kyn acha lgta h?

Baat baat pe yuhi muskura diya krte the tum
Meri har baat inme chupa liya krte the tum
Ab tere baad wo muskurahate bhi fiki pad gayi
Fir in muskurahato ka fika pad jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Hath khichkr mera apni baaho me le lete the tum
Meri palke jo sharmati to unhe bhi chuma krte the tum
Aaj bhi tere haatho ki wo garmahat chahti hu mai
Fir wo tera haath khichkar chale jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Baat baat pe mujhe ched, halka halka muskurana tera
Ruthe hue palo me fir se manana tera
Gusse me chupe mere pyar ko bhi jaan lete the tum
Fir wo gusse me pyar chupana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Ek tak dekhne ki wo aadat tumhari
Beech me wo palke jhapkane ki kami tumhari
Sharmakar takiye me chup jaati thi mai
Fir teri ankhon ka wo niharana aur katra k mera chup jaana hi kyn acha lagta h?

Kehte the kabhi chodkar nia jaoge mujhe
Waqt be waqt saath nibhaoge tum
Waqt k saath tum bhi chod gaye mujhe
Fir tera chale jaana bhi kyn acha lgta h?

Yaadein teri pal-do-pal aati jaati rehti h
Yaadon k saath tera aana jaana bhi chalta h
Badi takleef hoti h un beete hue palo ko yaad krke
Fir wo tujhe yaad kiye jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Aaj yaadein h teri, kal tu bhi to tha
Aaj tu chala gaya to kal yaadein bhi kho jayegi
Is tarah khud ko khone ki chah na thi kbhi
Fir un yaadon k saath mera bhi kahi kho jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Shades-XII

"Neither the bus floors could be dug , nor could I hide myself somewhere. The only thing that I could do was to wait for him to come closer and let the things flow at their own pace. Every single step he was taking was creating a bang in my heart.I had made him a part of my life, where I would just look at him and that would be more than enough for me. Today when he came closer to me in the bus, just froze all my blood in the body. I could remember every single step that he made towards me and how he just stood near to me, saying nothing at all. I could feel the breezes flowing all around me and the proximity of his nearness. I stood as still as ice and none of my sense could feel anything, except the presence of him very near to me. It was just for a couple of around 5-6 minutes and then he just walked away, as if nothing was done intentionally. I raised my eyelids and looked around, locating him. I turned my head all around but couldn’t locate him. Suddenly I saw a resembling figure standing down the bus and I leaned towards the window to reconfirm. The figure standing was staring back at me, but the very next moment left me astonished and I swear this was something I would have not even dreamt about. As I looked towards him, the sweet facial expressions made my heart pound even faster. He simply smiled and winked at me and I could do nothing, but left myself being swept away as the bus passed. There was no communication, no speech between us, but that very expression communicated a lot. I was out of my senses and had already started falling for him and now I was getting completely immersed into it. We went to the concert, but still I had left my hero behind and all my attention was still stuck with him. The concert was over-crowded and there were people all around, but nothing was able to distract my attention from the incidence, totally unexpected, but equally sweet and memorable. That night went sleepless, as I kept struggling between my sleep and the wink that he had made. His smile made a flash with every single drop of my eyelids. I could feel the loss of my mental peace and an overpowering thing that had somehow entered in my life. I had never been a person who would be overpowered , but this situation was making me feel helpless , but first time I was liking it. Things were changing and I was feeling the change within me especially. I knew that this had no results , so I had to find a way out for this. After a couple of thoughtful nights I decided to speak to the guy directly. I was doing all this for a person, whom I have just met and was not even knowing his name, so I decided that it was high time. I had been a situation handling person, a fighter not a compromising person, so I decided to face it once and for all.

No sleep at all, that night before the dome’s day was very difficult for me. I thought of more than a thousand ways to initiate the conversation, but still wasn’t sure which would be the best one. The morning came late that day as I was awake all night, and woke up earlier than sun, itself.