Ankush had put a new full stop in her life. It was such a long time, since she had paused or settled herself besides something. The innocence he had carried had forced the softer side in her to turn it on. All that she had buried deep in her insides , were now over flowing once again. She was not believing what she was being forced of doing, that to due to such a minor reason , that had come up out of no where in her life.
The sudden soft and tender touch on her left cheek, made her recollect her senses back. She looked up and could see Ankush standing right at her front. Her smile gave him an expression , that he was free to put up his next quest. Without loosing even a single minute then, he smiled at her and she could very well understand what it said. She needed to continue her story , she had left in mid. Starting from where she had left, she continued her flow of words, " He got down at few earlier stoppage than where he did last time. I could see him realizing my eyes watching his insides. He was even a little nervous as I did the same. It wasn't intentional, but my insides were forcing me for the same. Every single moment, when I wasn't looking at him I felt something missing around. This was the only reason , that despite his uneasiness I was again and again looking at him. I know it was absolutely stupid of me , but couldn't help." Ankush just kept smiling at the words, overwhelming with the emotions, within her. But ,she couldn't find enough space in her dreams to notice the same. She was lost in her dreams and kept on with her narration, "My stomach felt an unusual feeling as I saw him step down the bus. My instincts were forcing me to stop his steps and ask him
to stay forever. I had never been such a kind of girl with over expressions, but
this was a different situation today.
There was nothing in my control for the first time, but the best thing
was that I was even enjoying this out of control feeling. Neither h stopped nor could I stop him from
going away from my site. There was only one thing I could do was watch him, as
the motion of the bus dragged his sight away from me. It was the last time in
the month that I saw him as my dream exams had approached and I had to work
really hard. My exams even couldn’t keep me away from thinking about him and
every expression that revealed his insides. The next few days went on in the
world of exams and studies. This was the time I was working hard for both the
exams, and truly speaking, both would let me achieve my dreams. One was the
dream I had built since childhood and the other that had been built in the due
course. None of them could be over looked as both had become the life blood for
me.My will power was struggling between what I desired and what
I required. It was a time ,when I had to decide which way to take as
uncertainty was the thing that had surrounded me from either sides. Nothing was
clear in my mind , neither my attraction to him nor to my academics.”
