Showing posts with label Shades. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Shades. Show all posts

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Shades-V

Her never ending silence was broken when Ankush  called her aloud asking, "Plz continue Tammy, its very interesting,I really want you to go on." She just smiled at his innocence and back in the real world continued her words for Ankush, “It was completely unexpected that was happening with me. I had always been a very strict girl, when it came about studies, career and not to forget, boys getting over- friendly to me. As it was very clear in my mind that I didn’t want to ruin my dreams falling in the pit of shit, as I considered it since then. There had been many guys proposing and being after me but I never wanted to be in any loop. It was some Black Friday that I came in contact with him.”
 Ankush even more excited, but a little tensed kept looking at her, and expected more out of her. Tammy was even more surprised with the level of involvement he was showing in her story. She had never expected that an 8 year old would understand her better than the rest of the world. At times wonders happen and not to forget “Exceptions Are Always There”. She could  feel the level of concern he had for her ,and it made her remember of the someone who was once equally concerned for her. She smiled and continued, “ I always wanted to be a Doctor and really had to work hard for the same. I never spared time for other stuffs that a teenage girl would love doing, instead I considered it as a waste of money and resources. This also shows that I was good at debate and idealistic talks and not to forget I was always appreciated for the same. But when time and destiny throws a yoker , one can’t help being clean bold or move on to a sixer. But in my case it was a clean bold even after being completely aware that a full toss yoker is driving in. I couldn’t do anything except getting into it. There was no other option in my Multiple Choice Question assignment for the first time. It came like a blow and blew away every little thing in Me.”, she took a pause as she completed the last word. She felt she was flowing in the Pacific ocean of emotions and was not able to even hide a single flow of her emotional elements ,that were running in her mind since 5 long years. 

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Shades


She was totally blank at that instant, as if something pricked into her mind and heart simultaneously. It seemed as if she was dead cold with such a silly question., that could even be noticed by the little 8 yr old. Her face turned pale as if she would either collapse or will burst into tears. Nobody out there could understand why was she behaving so different from what she had been a couple of hours ago. She turned out to be the most playful, joyous and kiddish girl as per her age but still overflowed with all the senses of maturity. A tear drop fell from her little eyes , but she wiped it ASAP. The little monster turned into a little angel, stood up and went close to her. He raised his little fingers that touched her gentle face and lifted her face a little, he wiped the next upcoming tear in her eye. She couldn’t keep away from hugging the kid tightly. He sat besides her with a question mark marked all over his head and eyes.
Tammana took his hand in hand and in order to lighten up the atmosphere asked him, “Will your parents accept me as  I am thrice as old you are kiddo?”. After the next couple of words she heard, she didn’t have a single word to say. He very calmly said, “They will be happy in my happiness and happiness relies completely on you”, and sighed after such a long sentence he managed to speak. The words choked her throat and she was not able to speak even a single word. She felt as if these were the most familiar words in her life after which she always stayed speechless. She felt as if she was still searching the appropriate answer for the same, but she was lost in the mid way.

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Shades



“Do u have  a boyfriend”, Ankush’s innocent question made Tamanna senses into the depth of thinking and she was lost in her dream world. She met ankush in the train on her way back from home. Ankush and Aanya were the two kids who proved to be the best buddies she could have ever met in such a nasty journey. Ankush was 8 yr old and aanya was 12. These siblings were completely different in their inheritance, not even a single trait matched either of them, apart from the facial similarities they shared. “Do you have one, else shall I make a try”, was the next statement that he gave that drew Tamanna out of the world she had entered recently. She just smiled at his innocent and heart touching , concerned quest. But he was adamant enough to make her lips answer for the same. He kept asking her repeatedly, until she replied,”Not really”. The biggest mistake she did was to think that she was escaped.  The boy was more puzzled and wanted a clarification. Tamanna was surprised with the level of concern and in depth thought an 8 yr old was showing. She had no choice left, so she replied keeping her pace controlled,” I don’t have any “. The very next moment the kid was on his knees with the chocolate he got to sleep in time, without disturbing anyone. After all it was the most precious thing he was left over at that instant. “Will you please be my girlfriend, to share all my chocolates and video games?".