Can I bring it back??

Can I bring it back??

The miles of smiles , the days of laughter

Feelings were shared , understandings thenafter

Feel like speaking to you again

But, I am pretty sure there’s nothing to regain

Memories make me perturbed, but only one question keeps me awake

Can I bring it back , can I bring it back????

The small rides we shared

The silly sorrows I bear’d

Feel like getting back to your world

But, I ma pretty sure there’s nothing that would be ever earned

Moments keep up running at the same pace, but one question still keeps up in the race

Can I bring it back , can I bring it back????

World around seems to change

Life seems to be taking revenge

Happy moments are drifting away

Prevaling ones have nothing to think about

Feels like holding the ones that passed away

But, I am pretty sure there’s nothing to hold

Memories make me smile instantly, but only one question still needs a reply

Can I bring it back , can I bring it back????

The pampers and care you shared

The beautiful moments that time has blowed

Feels like once again becoming as the child you cared

But, time doesn’t seems in favour

I am pretty sure, nothing will return back ever

But, there’s only one thing that keeps in my endevour

Can I bring it back , can I bring it back????

Fir Ye Sb Hi Kynn Acha Lgta H!!!!

Waqt be waqt tera milna, kyn acha lgta h?
Ankhe band karu to tera chehra hi kyn acha lgta h?
Aaj ho na ho tu paas mere
Fir tere saath hone ka ehsaas hi kyn acha lgta h?

Suna tha pyar me badi bekarariyan hoti h
Neend nai aata aur chaino karar bhi khota h
Agar pyar me itti takleef hoti h
Fir ye bekarariyon ka sukun hi kyn acha lgta h?

Barso beet gaye is ehsaas ko paane me
Kabhi hum to kabhi waqt  nazre churata raha
Tera aana ek ehsaan tha mujhpr
Fir is ehsaan k tale dab jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Ghadi ki suiyo k sath teri baaton ka intezar
Phone ki ghanti na bajne par wo hona bekaraar
Pata h mujhe ab wo batein wapas nai aayengi
Fir aaj bhi wo tere intezar me jaagna hi kyn acha lgta h?

Baat baat pe yuhi muskura diya krte the tum
Meri har baat inme chupa liya krte the tum
Ab tere baad wo muskurahate bhi fiki pad gayi
Fir in muskurahato ka fika pad jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Hath khichkr mera apni baaho me le lete the tum
Meri palke jo sharmati to unhe bhi chuma krte the tum
Aaj bhi tere haatho ki wo garmahat chahti hu mai
Fir wo tera haath khichkar chale jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Baat baat pe mujhe ched, halka halka muskurana tera
Ruthe hue palo me fir se manana tera
Gusse me chupe mere pyar ko bhi jaan lete the tum
Fir wo gusse me pyar chupana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Ek tak dekhne ki wo aadat tumhari
Beech me wo palke jhapkane ki kami tumhari
Sharmakar takiye me chup jaati thi mai
Fir teri ankhon ka wo niharana aur katra k mera chup jaana hi kyn acha lagta h?

Kehte the kabhi chodkar nia jaoge mujhe
Waqt be waqt saath nibhaoge tum
Waqt k saath tum bhi chod gaye mujhe
Fir tera chale jaana bhi kyn acha lgta h?

Yaadein teri pal-do-pal aati jaati rehti h
Yaadon k saath tera aana jaana bhi chalta h
Badi takleef hoti h un beete hue palo ko yaad krke
Fir wo tujhe yaad kiye jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Aaj yaadein h teri, kal tu bhi to tha
Aaj tu chala gaya to kal yaadein bhi kho jayegi
Is tarah khud ko khone ki chah na thi kbhi
Fir un yaadon k saath mera bhi kahi kho jaana hi kyn acha lgta h?

Shades-XII

"Neither the bus floors could be dug , nor could I hide myself somewhere. The only thing that I could do was to wait for him to come closer and let the things flow at their own pace. Every single step he was taking was creating a bang in my heart.I had made him a part of my life, where I would just look at him and that would be more than enough for me. Today when he came closer to me in the bus, just froze all my blood in the body. I could remember every single step that he made towards me and how he just stood near to me, saying nothing at all. I could feel the breezes flowing all around me and the proximity of his nearness. I stood as still as ice and none of my sense could feel anything, except the presence of him very near to me. It was just for a couple of around 5-6 minutes and then he just walked away, as if nothing was done intentionally. I raised my eyelids and looked around, locating him. I turned my head all around but couldn’t locate him. Suddenly I saw a resembling figure standing down the bus and I leaned towards the window to reconfirm. The figure standing was staring back at me, but the very next moment left me astonished and I swear this was something I would have not even dreamt about. As I looked towards him, the sweet facial expressions made my heart pound even faster. He simply smiled and winked at me and I could do nothing, but left myself being swept away as the bus passed. There was no communication, no speech between us, but that very expression communicated a lot. I was out of my senses and had already started falling for him and now I was getting completely immersed into it. We went to the concert, but still I had left my hero behind and all my attention was still stuck with him. The concert was over-crowded and there were people all around, but nothing was able to distract my attention from the incidence, totally unexpected, but equally sweet and memorable. That night went sleepless, as I kept struggling between my sleep and the wink that he had made. His smile made a flash with every single drop of my eyelids. I could feel the loss of my mental peace and an overpowering thing that had somehow entered in my life. I had never been a person who would be overpowered , but this situation was making me feel helpless , but first time I was liking it. Things were changing and I was feeling the change within me especially. I knew that this had no results , so I had to find a way out for this. After a couple of thoughtful nights I decided to speak to the guy directly. I was doing all this for a person, whom I have just met and was not even knowing his name, so I decided that it was high time. I had been a situation handling person, a fighter not a compromising person, so I decided to face it once and for all.

No sleep at all, that night before the dome’s day was very difficult for me. I thought of more than a thousand ways to initiate the conversation, but still wasn’t sure which would be the best one. The morning came late that day as I was awake all night, and woke up earlier than sun, itself.

Shades-XI

Tammana had not loved him because she wanted to, but she fell for him as she was meant for it. They had hardly met since when she had started having the weird feeling for him.. Even she was amazed with the degree of involvement, she had started falling into.

Tammy carried on the story, saying, and “Each fine day I would dress up like it was my B’day and wait for the bus. My eyes would toggle around for the most unfamiliar but equally familiar face that would pay even a little attention to her. Some of the days, I couldn’t even find him in the bus & that day went as the worst part of me. The day would pass, but I would stay them and there. Today I feel how stupid I was & what all stupidity love makes human do. It completely transforms a healthy living human to the most vulnerable and equally stupid creature on this earth. I could feel the sensations of the same driving in the insight of me. What I couldn’t understand was whether to get rid of it or flow in the same pace?”

“It was one of the most awaited Sunday, as we used to gang out, with due permission from our parents. The same sources, our low floor buses, were out beginning and the destination. We were a gang of five girls, the famous five and we would drench ourselves into the fun and frolic on Sundays. Movies, hang out and every other fun filling activity, that appeared in our dignified boundary. I always had a compassionate lust towards drinks and always wanted to taste them, once in my life time. We were in the complete party mood, travelling in the same red colored bus, which was supposed to be our lifeline. It was a singer’s eve, where we were supposed to go. We were allowed to attend the show till 7pm and that was more than enough for us. Out of no where, a thing came in my notice. No wonder it was the same notification, which was running in my mind since my fall for him. It was hard enough to believe what was right at my front. My gang didn’t know about all these, as I had never been a kind of person, who would share the insights. But, my sudden blush and temperament change could hint them that something was fishy. I tried my level best to avoid any direct eye contact and any further notification. The fate had decided something else. This time he wasn’t travelling alone, he had a big bunch of guys, along with him, that was kindling his confidence. I saw him whispering in his friend’s ear and walking towards me. I felt as if I would loose my senses, feeling of hiding myself in the bus floor, I was behaving like an Ostrich, actually.”

Ankush was surprised with the word Ostrich, that came in the story and started with his query, “Tammy sorry for interrupting you , but can I know what was an Ostrich, the flightless bird doing, in between you and the guy. Tammy was amused at the query he had developed from his little older brain. She smiled and explained the logic how an Ostrich would hide his head, under the ground, stupidly thinking that nobody would be watching it. Ankush was laughing at the stupidity, that a flightless bird was showing and his innocent smile was adding more life in Tammy’s life. She felt more alive with every little smile he would shower, in her so called life.

BULLSHITTTTTTT.........U and I....

U says, he is my past,
I says I believe in exclusive present..
U says, its all over,
I says there is always a beginning..
U says,U are not the perfect for I
I says, there is nothing perfect in the world..
U says,I would get better than U,
I says,U are the best for me..
U says,lets move on,
I says,the gear is still stuck..
U says,we would be the best friends
I says,I just need the best of U..
U says,U wants I to be happy,
I says,U are my happiness..
U says,we would maintain a distance,
I says,U are already  far from me..
U says,U would remember I as a person whom U wanted to be a part of U's life,
I says,U have become my entire life..
U says,take a decision and let me know,
I says,I had already decided in the beginning..
U says,things have changed,
I says,they had already changed..
U says,plan for your successful future,
I says,there is no planning for an unhappy future,without U..
U says,there s nothing in U's hand
I says,then why did U hold my hand??
U says,we are no more in a relationship,
I says, is relation  just a ship to sail??
U says,U's love will always stay,
I says, why can't U stay with it??
U says, live a happy life,

I says, kill me before I die.... 

U the Only U!!!!!

Ur words I relied , ur thoughts I replied,
U made me dream again,
Then why are the dreams now horrifying me??

Believing ur luv was my nature,
Being in it forever was my world,
Let the feeling mature
Ruining the moulds before they ripe, is not the actual source

I cannot be like this anymore,
The old practical figure standing numb,
I cannot be away from U,
Before I destroy everything within me, just come hold my thumb

Words would fail, feelings would die,
U will go away, but where will I??
That fine day I tell U,
It would not be me, but a par t of  me on the same numb drive......

Why does comma exist if full stop is the final verdict?????

Have you ever wondered on this simple statement. I did and I am doing it since last one month. Each time my energy is used in this thought, i think its definitely worth to be noticed. Out of such a busy schedule , if my mind is stumbling on such a silly question , there must be something thats beyond the silliness. But what?? Complete 1 month has passed and I am still seeking the answer to it. Finally I have decide to seek some help from you guys. Maybe I get an answer and moreover the peace I had been seeking since long.
My question is as simple as me. Why does comma exist in the English vocabulary , when everything would be put to and end with a full stop. Is there any suitable reason behind breaking  a complete sentence in the mid, when the end to it will be accompanied with the so called full stop. Since childhood I used to wonder why do such class tests exist, when one fine day we need to sit for the finals. And not to forget that the entire syllabus would be coming in the finals.People become professionals, the Big brats of the business world. They would write and learn great lessons over time management and optimum utilization of the same kind of stuff. Then what do you think these tests used to do , simply killing our time and energy. Some people say have patience you will get everything in life. Do they even have any idea about what everything means for the someone , whom they lecture. If patience was the keyword why were we forced to learn hard work. Can someone answer , when such hard work doesn't pay and the patience make people so impatient , that they start fearing even single minutes. The simple answer would be no. People take birth, then comes a comma, they go to school , again comes a comma, they move to college, make friends and many more things, easily understood, without explanation, and here comes the comma  again. The college places them to some great companies, paying rich perks, then comes the next comma. People start thinking that there is no comma no full stop, then after. Do you really think so?? The very next day a sudden accident, a sudden market downfall, or the most common a sudden break up , would disastrously turn you down. All the commas' would ultimately come to a full stop, with fair chances of getting along , apart from the fatal errors , that can never be cured.
People come over from all the things, but my question still remains open. If the end is static, why the hell do we need to go through all these mam. Doesn't someone like our happiness and patience or someone enjoys trick n treat with us. We move in professional lives , treading lots and lots of steps, one fine if something goes wrong ......... full stop.  Same with the personal life, we get along with someone, we love someone more than anything in our life and one fine day as the other half wants to be more professional, they would voluntarily put the full stop. Not even thinking what the other half would be going through.
When everything has to come to a full stop, why such breaks marked by comma comes, just to test our patience or to make the difficulties feel that we are more difficult than them..HA HA HA :D LOLZZZZ....

Hope we get an answer soon ...........
Or the best way is to such concentrate on marking the best word to come before the full stop and concentrate only on it, and forget about the commaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........ and its breaks........